13/1/07

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Wow today's svc was great! Praise and Worship was great, sermon was great, fellowship was great!

I really felt e presence of God there with us today. We practically sung down the whole of heaven...

Delirious? came. It was wonderful. All of their songs were great! I wanted to buy the album, but Michael said it would be better to dl. Ya I guess so la...save money...I havent gotten my pay also..

I'm gettin good on building fund. I'm alr into Feb's pledge. I hope I can finish it asap. Catherine said that I should be getting smth back in return, like spiritual or financial breakthrough, family breakthrough....I realised that even as I'm focusing on a financial breakthrough, I got nth to do with the money. As in, I dont want anything really bad. Perhaps just to let go of my Mom's apron strings and be financially dependent.

I went to highlight and cut my hair this afternoon before svc. Was sooo afraid that I'd be late. In the end, I had more than enough time. Thank GOD!

I chose a subtle color. It was supposed to be brownish-purple but it seems red. Lol I duno I cant see it. Apparently, the lady dyed the inside of my hair, and nth really shows on the outside. But I cut my hair really short. Like 3 or 4 inches. Even shorter than Catherine's. It looks good and its easier to maintain. Altho I look older hahaha.

I love Gab's hair its orange. I wish my highlight was as obv as hers.

I guess I'm kinda getting used to walking home alone on Saturday nights. hah..I do still get scared of the dark. I refuse to sleep with the lights off. I gotta hav a night light. So I guess my sister n future husband are unlucky to be sleeping in the same room as me. lol.

Ah well its almost midnight. I really wish Gab would go for tmr's svc, so I can go too. I really loved the whole svc and I bet tmr's anoiting would be stronger. And I love the way Delirious? showed the lyrics of the song. Really cool and innovative. Original too.

I noticed a couple of things that I've been "feeling" and I really better watch myself. I gotta avoid many things and perhaps try to erase certain "feelings". Yeah, its all natural for us to go thru these kinda things, but right now....its the last thing I want to worry abt...

For now. My focus is God and the cg. Perhaps work. *argh* so many loyalties.

Starting to love church more and more. Starting to love God more and more. Starting to love Catherine more and more. Starting to love my cg members more and more. Starting to love pst more and more. The 17th of June. Thats when I gave my life. I will never forget that day. The start of my lifetime "engagement" with the Lord. I cant wait for when I get "married".

I love the Holy Spirit. I love the Son. I love the Father. I love all of them as I love each of them. So, since They are the same Person, I love God 3 times more. hehe.